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nephalim [Sunday
May 14th, 2006
Right now peta2(peta2.com) is giving away all sorts of free gear from the vegan clothing company,

Nephalim, who support bands like Angels Die, GODS, Death By Stereo, Violent Devoties, and

Zombie Apocalyse. to enter, go here:


March 1st, 2006
I'm so exhausted.

Here are some Bright Eyes lyrics I find myself relating to quite a bit.

"Hit The Switch"

I'm staring out into that vacuum again
from the back porch of my mind
the only thing that's alive, I'm all there is
and I start attacking my vodka
stab the ice with my straw
my eyes have turned red as stoplights
you seem ready to walk
you know I'll call you eventually
when I wanna talk, 'til then you're invisible

cause there's this switch that gets hit
and it all stops making sense
and in the middle of drinks
maybe the fifth or the sixth
I'm completely alone at a table of friends
I feel nothing for them
I feel nothing, nothing.

well I need a break from the city again
I think I'll ship myself back west
I've got a friend there she says,
"hey anytime"
unless that offers expired
I have been less than frequent
she's under no obligation
to indulge every whim
and I'm so ungrateful, I take
she gives and forgives and I keep forgetting it

and each morning she wakes
with a dream to describe
something lovely that bloomed
in her beautiful mind
i say, "I'll trade you one
for two nightmares of mine,
I have somewhere I die,
I have somewhere we all die"

I'm thinking of quitting drinking again
I know I've said that a couple of times
and I'm always changing my mind
well I guess I am
but there's this burn in my stomach
and there's this pain in my side
and when I kneel at the toilet
and the morning's clean light
pours in through the window
sometimes I pray I don't die
I'm a goddamn hypocrite

but then night rolls around and it all starts making sense
there is no right way or wrong way, you just have to live
and so I do what I do, and at least I exist
what could mean more than this?
what would mean more, mean more?

February 24th, 2006
[ mood | chipper ]

Forgive and forget
It's just a memory
It wont get me very far this time
Is what I've done to you unforgivable?
Silence fills the room and I get the message.
Emptiness is all that's left this time.
Is what I meant to you that forgettable?

Better than Better than me of course.
You're always right.
You're always on the ball.
Better than Better than everything
I've done for you cause now you can finally sleep.
Can you smile too?

I took it as a threat
You meant it as the doctrine
Of everything that was and would become.
I don't have to ask, you don't miss me at all.
You made it so obvious
When you slowly walked away
And then I prayed in vain.
I would've traded everything
even for just a taste.
I'll live with the loneliness.
but I'll never forget
I was never your best bet.

Better than Better than me of course.
You're always right.
You're always on the ball
Better than Better than everything
I've done for you
Cause now you can finally sleep.
Can you smile too?
Now you can sleep, can you smile too?
Can you smile now that I'm gone?


ranting. [Friday
February 24th, 2006

[ mood | annoyed ]

i am disgusted with the whole music scene right now. i went to panic! at the disco, the academy is..., and acceptance tonight, and it was one of the worst experiences at a show.. ever. by all means, i don't mind people getting into the music, because obviously that's why we're there. however, i do think it is entirely UNnecessary to fucking push people over at a panic! show. i swear i almost got knocked over at least three times, and got about three to five halfway decent pictures, due to people slamming into me, etc. and i think it is ridiculous that we had to come home smelling like beer because people couldn't stop shoving for two seconds, causing everyone to spill their alcohol on everyone else. i DONT drink for a reason, thanks. i'd like to NOT come home smelling like beer. i guess i have mtv and 102.1 the edge to thank for the massive jump in panic! driven insanity, because this show was terrible, not the band, per se, but the fucking crowd. i was forced to walk out after panic! due to scenesters' lack of common sense, and if i had it my way, everyone would have been punched in the face.
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February 19th, 2006

i really dont know what to think of the new matchbook romance.
it kind of sounds like its... my chemical romance-ish.
hmm. i guess im indifferent.
i was semi letdown though.
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February 19th, 2006

[ mood | cheerful ]

I know you never meant to do everything you put me through, it's okay, I forgive you. Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes, I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind.


this quiz lied about me. haha. [Wednesday
February 15th, 2006

[ mood | chipper ]

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

top 4 [Sunday
February 12th, 2006
[ mood | cold ]

eek im so bored.
so here are my top 4 bands of february, and my favorite song by them.

4. and then i turned seven - in loving memory (the jamestown story re-issue [2006])
3. from first to last - the levy (heroine [2006])
2. dear whoever - tears of ashes (sound the trumpet re-issue [2006])
1. red lipstick letter - take it all (here's your photograph [2006])

what is everyone else listening to?

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excited. [Thursday
February 9th, 2006

[ mood | cold ]

boys night out, armor for sleep, and chiodos.
can't fucking wait.

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February 9th, 2006
a list of cds i highly suggest you should listen to..

1. pistolita - olive under the moon [2006]
2. sound the alarm - sound the alarm [EP][2006]
3. take the crown - let the games begin [2006]
4. the natalie fight - you can't float on relationships [2006]
5. the transit war - discordia [2006]
6. the class of 98 - touch this and die [2006]
7. the lawrence arms - oh calcutta [2006]
8. watashi wa - eager seas [2006]
9. lovehatehero - just breathe [2006]
10. boysetsfire - the misery index: notes from the plague years [2006]


and the new saosin song sleepers is really good, i suggest downloading it if you have the chance.
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February 5th, 2006

new tattoo(s)!!
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very messy right now!

ugh... [Saturday
February 4th, 2006

[ mood | tired ]

i'm pretty sure i requested off for boys night out, armor for sleep, and chiodos.
and i'm pretty sure i didn't get it.
looks like i'm calling in sick on the 10th...
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January 13th, 2006

Whos going GIAN? I got my weekend ticket.


December 30th, 2005

[ mood | lame ]

So what's everyone doing for new years?

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i want you staplegunned right to my side all of the time. [Tuesday
December 27th, 2005

[ mood | cheerful ]

top ten songs of december (in no order):

1. tech romance - her space holiday
2. nothing better - the postal service
3. dance dance - fall out boy
4. japanese gum - her space holiday
5. here's everything i've always meant to say - jamisonparker
6. staplegunned - the spill canvas
7. honestly - cartel
8. life is a garden - greeley estates
9. but it's better if you do - panic! at the disco
10. soul meets body - death cab for cutie


December 22nd, 2005

It is perfectly possible that im feeling rather worse-for-wear due to the effects of alcohol consumption last night.

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December 12th, 2005

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December 12th, 2005
[ mood | NOT FESTIVE!!! ]

is anyone else having real problems getting into the christmas spirit?
i think i may have out grown christmas!!
i was listening to one of those corny christmas compilation CDs all day today.
& nothing! not even a little twinge of excitement.
could be to do with only having a week & a half off college!
OR having A level exams in january.

i think i need to watch Santa Claus: the Movie & the Muppet's Christmas Carol with my sister & sing along.
that will make me christmassy!
anyone know any other corny christmas films i can watch?!

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November 30th, 2005


What do I do????
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Pictures [Sunday
November 27th, 2005

[ mood | creative ]

Posted this on another comunity, thought i'd post it here 2. =]

Picture loveCollapse )

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